核心畫面

Picture an eel held in two hands. It cannot go anywhere, so it turns, and turns again, all the way along its body. That is squirm: staying in one place and twisting without stopping. Everything else in the word grows out of that. What holds you may be a hard chair, a feeling you cannot escape, or a question you do not want to answer, and the twisting may be in your body or only in your head.

可以想成一條鰻魚被兩隻手抓在手心裡。牠哪裡都去不了,就只好一直扭,整條身體從頭扭到尾。這就是 squirm:留在原地更多收起可以想成一條鰻魚被兩隻手抓在手心裡。牠哪裡都去不了,就只好一直扭,整條身體從頭扭到尾。這就是 squirm:留在原地,不停地扭。這個字後面的意思都是從這裡長出來的。抓住你的可能是一張硬椅子,可能是一種躲不掉的感覺,也可能是一個你不想回答的問題。扭的地方可能在身上,也可能只在心裡。

From the word’s history

First recorded in the 1690s, originally used of eels; the origin is uncertain, and some link it to worm, in the sense of writhing movement.

最早的紀錄在一六九○年代,一開始就是用來講鰻魚的動作;來源不確定,有人把它跟 worm(蟲)那種扭動的畫面連在一起。這正好解釋了為什麼「鰻魚在手心裡扭」這個畫面這麼貼——那本來就是這個字最早在描述的東西。

Wiktionary entry for “squirm”, etymology text supplied in this batch's evidence packet (source_ref kaikki:3f6f69a190036ae4:857662047:20666)

Two branches

身體真的在扭

這一族是核心畫面的字面用法:看得見的、持續的全身扭動。

verb · B2

To twist your body from side to side, because you are uncomfortable or nervous, or because you are trying to get free from something or someone holding you.

扭來扭去

扭的是心裡或處境

抓住你的東西從一隻手換成一種處境:一個讓你無地自容的場面,或一個你不想回答的問題。扭的動作還在,只是搬到了心裡,或變成閃躲的說法。

verb · B2

To feel very embarrassed or ashamed, in the way that makes it hard to keep still.

尷尬到坐不住