核心畫面

Hold on to the sentence hiding inside the word: will I, nill I — I am willing, I am not willing, and it makes no difference either way. What that sentence really says is that nobody's preference is being consulted. Point that at a person and you get the older meaning: the crowd, the rule or the flood moves them and their wishes count for nothing. Point it at a job of work instead, and the same absence of choosing shows up as mess: if nobody is deciding what goes where, boxes land in the doorway and names land on the list. One picture, two directions — no choice being made about you, or no choice being made at all.

這個字裡藏著一句話:will I, nill I——我願意也好、我不願意也好,反正都一樣。這句話真正的意思是:沒有人更多收起這個字裡藏著一句話:will I, nill I——我願意也好、我不願意也好,反正都一樣。這句話真正的意思是:沒有人在問任何人的意願。把它指向一個人,就是比較老的那個用法:人群、規定或洪水把人帶著走,想不想完全不算數。把它指向一件事情的做法,同一個「沒有人在挑」就變成一團亂:沒有人決定東西該放哪,箱子就堆在門口,名字就加上清單。一個畫面,兩個方向——沒人問你的意願,或者根本沒人在做選擇。

From the word’s history

The packet's Wiktionary entry spells it out: willy-nilly is will I, nill I, with nill the old verb meaning to be unwilling, both verbs in the subjunctive, and the ee sound of I reflecting pronunciation before the Great Vowel Shift. Related forms will he, nill he and will ye, nill ye are recorded with the same meaning.

packet 裡的 Wiktionary 講得很清楚:willy-nilly 就是 will I, nill I 縮成的,nill 是古英文「不願意」的動詞;當時的 I 還唸成 ee,所以縮起來會是 willy-nilly。同樣結構還有 will he, nill he 和 will ye, nill ye,意思一樣。

Wiktionary entry supplied in packet (source_ref kaikki:3f6f69a190036ae4:1842220052)

Two branches

由不得你,願不願意都一樣

這一組最貼近那句 will I, nill I,主詞多半是被推著走的那一方。

r · C1

Whether the people involved want it or not — something happens to them and they have no way to stop it or to choose.

不管願不願意

沒有人在挑,所以一團亂

重點從「你沒得挑」滑到「根本沒有人在挑」。少了那一步挑選,做出來的結果就沒有順序、沒有把關。這是概念上的延伸,不是在主張歷史上的先後。

r · C1

In a careless way, with no plan, no order and nothing keeping it under control — things are simply done or put wherever, as they come.

亂七八糟地、沒有章法地